Meme to fill the gaps... :)

Hi, my name is: Vea

Never in my life have I been: Able to see my idols (MY LIFE SUCKS HAHA)

The one person who can drive me nuts is: my classmates.

High school: Is fun in the shittiest ways possible.

When I’m nervous: I walk and walk and walk and my hands are sweating and my heart is pounding. And I tend to bite my nails.

The last song I listened to was: Run For Your Life- The Beatles

My hair is: straight. yay!

When I was 5: I usually called the milk as ENERGY! XD

Last Christmas: I ate a LOOOT again xD

I should be: doing my last project? washing the dishes? xD

When I look down I see: The floor..

The happiest recent event was: when my classmate treated me a McDo Float (babaw eh. xD)

If I were a character on ‘Friends’ I’d be: No one hahahaha

By this time next year: I am maybe applying for our summer OJT. 

My current gripe is: My ever so boastful friend of mine.

I have a hard time understanding: Why do *that* person has to boast about EVERYTHING.

You know I like you when: I feel funny inside when I see you. xD

If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: my family.

Take my advice: Don't make permanent solutions on temporary problems :)

The thing I want to buy: KOREAN FOOD! And CD's :D

If you visit the place I was born: You'll be glad. 

I plan to visit: KOREA! EUROPE! US! :D

If you spent the night at my house: You'll be bummed big time.

I’d stop my wedding if: I certainly hate the person, or if David Cook came there to intervene it. :P

I’d rather lick the belly of a cockroach than: NOT IN A FUCKING MILLION YEARS I'M GOING TO LICK IT'S BELLY. I'D RATHER GO DIE

Most recent thing I’ve bought myself:  Cellphone load hahahahaha

Most recent thing someone else bought me: McDonald's Coke Float :D

My favorite blonde is: Jennifer Lawrence :D

My favorite brunette is: John Lennon and DCook

My favorite red head is: I dunno? xD

My middle name is: Vernie if we base it the western way, De Leon on our Native way.

In the morning I: Am awake, or sleeping still.

The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are: butterflies.

Last night I was: Doing nothing.

There’s this guy I know who: I admire more than I could ever admit HAHAHAHA.

If I was an animal I’d be: a Cat!

A better name for me would be: - none.

Tomorrow I am: joining the procession for this year's Lenten Season.

Tonight I am: shufflin'. WHAT. 

My birthday is: May 16

pitter patter pitter patter

I want to hate you

But I just can't.

I want to be angry at the mere thought of you.

But I found it to be so impossible.

I want you to get lost as if I didn't get to meet you.

But it would be so absurd.

How am I able to do all of the mentioned things above?

When the mere thought of you brightens my day.

Or when I see you flash that smile of yours it makes me smile too?

Or how you never failed me to amuse me in almost every little thing you do?

And It is frustrating me at times. It really does.

Even though you are next to me, I think of you

I like

I do not like

I like

I do not like

I like

If a droplet of raindrops and creates five waves,

that means I like you.

I feel shy but I'll tell you when it rains.

That's my little gift for you.

He bites on a pen.

With that pen, he writes.

He looks at the sky.

He blows on his cheeks.

He yawns.

He closes his eyes.

He can't drink hot things well.

He chants the multiplication backwards.

He falls asleep.

When I call him out, he always turn to the left. I don't really understand this.

It spins.

My head must have gone crazy.

Even though you are right next to me, I think of you.

I hope it rains today.

I keep thinking of you.

The wind blows.

I think of you.

Because the wind makes my eyes watery.

I think of you.

When I am out of breath running.

I think of you.

The light blinks.

I think of you.

From the light to my house, it takes 280 steps.

I think of you.

I think of you, who erased my bad memories.

(Jung Woo, Han Jung Woo)

What will you do when the first snow falls?

(I will see you. I only have one friend, Lee So Yeon)

Oh, I do not know how emotional I am upon watching this certain episode of Missing You. Oh how I wish I have my own Han Jung Woo. *Sighs*

And, this is for my friend Zara. Cheers! ♥

Hello, 2013

Meme Time because its been ages since I last posted in here and haaaah

1. What did you do in 2012 that you’d never done before?

Traveled far without the company of my family members, not sleeping because of a party, overnight with friends for the first time

2. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year 

NO and NEVER

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

Uhhh... no one gave birth this year on our fam.

4. Did anyone close to you die?

Thank God no one did.

5. What countries did you visit?

Do you think I have the money to go out of the country?

6 What would you like to have in 2013 that you lacked in 2012?

Patience, and eagerness to work on time

7. What dates from 2012 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

Every special moments with my turling friends, Angeline's 18th b day, my birthday, CAFA Night, and the Plaridel Trip, because those moments made me feel so special.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

Passing my math subject last semester, and finishing my canvas plates and magazine :D

9. What was your biggest failure?

That I wasn't able to gain more confidence and me having still my "creepy" moves

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

A flu and an extremely upset stomach at the end of the year/new years. SO FANTASTIC.

11. What was the best thing you bought?

The Hunger Games book and oh, Beatle shirts! 

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?

my closest friend in college, because she's always there for me through ups and downs. And oh, a guy friend of mine because the way he handled his "situation" was just... gah.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed 

Appalled: A friend of mine

Depressed: Also a friend of mine. And he/she made me feel.. extremely depressed for two days

14. Where did most of your money go 

FOOD! and school handouts and commuting fares and T shirts. xD

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?

The Hunger Games! And the overnight at my friends house for her birthday.

16. What song will always remind you of 2012?

Gangnam Style lol. It would be "Heels Over Head//Two Is Better Than One" and uh, "One Thing". xD

17. Compared to this time last year, are you: (a) happier or sadder? (b) thinner or fatter? (c) richer or poorer?

happier, thinner (as they say LOL) BUT POORER STILL HAHA

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?

Being less impatient and be able to say my feelings without being so paranoid of what would they react/say.

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?

Thinking about the most unnecessary things. And Thinking about the people who doesn't even bother to give a shit about you. And procrastinating. and being worried all the time.

20. How did you spend Christmas?

With family, and on the afternoon with my two guy friends.

21. Did you fall in love in 2012?

Uhhh... yes? with fictional characters?

22. What was your favorite TV program?

I do not have specific fav because I do not watch TV regularly.

23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?

Nope. Annoyed yes, but hate, nah its too strong.

24. What was the best book you read?

The Hunger Games no doubt, and The Fault In Our Stars.

25. What was your greatest musical discovery?

Boys Like Girls and One Direction (Well thank you classmate! ♥)

26. What did you want and get?

The Hunger Games book and I got to watch it in the theaters 

27. What did you want and not get?

Beatles CD's UGH. And Walls And Bridges, and Boys Like Girls' Crazy World LP

28. What was your favorite film of this year?

Skyfall and The Hunger Games

29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?

17, and I spent it with four of my loveliest friends who made effort into going in our house to celebrate with me 

30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?

All of those impromptu "trips" with friends

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2012?

Simple and its so "me"

32. What kept you sane?

God, family and friends

33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?

John Lennon won the crown for this year heehee

34. What political issue stirred you the most?

EVERYTHING THAT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH SEN. TITO SOTTO AND THE CORONA IMPEACHMENT TRIAL IN WHICH THE RESULTS ARE PURE BULLSHIT

35. Who did you miss?

Zara and Rixy (tho I see them everyday)

36. Who was the best new person you met?

Kuya Miah and Tin-Tin and Jape (Rixy's classmates) and Ate Rona :)

37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2012.

Don't waste your time thinking about the person who doesn't even think about you, and to trust no one.

38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.

I remember what you wore on our first day

You came into my life and I thought hey, you know this could mean something

November 1st

Its the night of the 1st day of November

and I feel so dead

Not really in a sad way

but I feel dead, and cold.

But at the same time, I feel more alive than the last time I posted in here.

I am better now, I guess.

And I hope it would go on.

I can do it.

I can fucking do it.