Time Travel

"Pwede ba bumalik ako sa nakaraang taon, kahit ngayon lang, o kaya maramdaman ko man lang na nasa 2009 ako."

I am dreaming about that thing since... yesterday. It's like I wanna feel the weirdness of everything in my life a year back, and watch how I miserably deal with any awkward circumstances in my school life and how the whole ~kradam thingy makes me excited or how I usually search pictures about the declaration tour. I also want to see and compare how us then Mendeleev guys grew mature than the past year. How different is the air, how awkward friendships are (if ever) and how those once happy tales ended on a well... sort of rocky ending.

I also wanna go back to the things like staying at school till 5pm to chat endlessly with my so called "uwian club", the times I wasted every coin I have for some precious kwek-kweks, guitar sessions, the whole practice for whatever fest it was, the prom practice... the...the everything.

It's making me sad that this year, I haven't had so many weird or super memorable or something right now. I'm still hoping things will happen sooner, as our journey continues, hoping a moment or something that will boost me to be pretty, have wit, and have confidence. A moment that I'll bring till I die, or grow old. That thing will happen... sooner.

For the mean time.... I'll enjoy the ride and see if things will be better.
♥

little miss bored... yet another meme/survey or whatever it is.

Okaaaay I saw this on LJ, and as usual, I'm bored.

Finish the sentences:

1. I've come to realize that my ex is: uh I don't have an ex!

2. I am listening to: the sound of our air-con :D

3. I talk: like a maniac. Like I could speak nonstop.

4. I love: David Cook and his royal hotness. (obviously)

5. I have: a nail-cutter, an iPod, and a pen in-front of me right now.

7. I lost: that goddamned notification earlier on facebook. errrr.

8. I hate it when: I got low grades.

9. Love is: everywhere, even if you're under the rock XD

10. Marriage is: complicated? I'm too young for that.

11. Somewhere: Something epic will happen to that someone, and that someone will be something somewhere. XD XD

12. I'll always be: your baby. loljk. :))

13. I have a crush on: nothing. geez.

14. The last time I cried was: last week? IDK.

15. My cell phone is: so old fashioned. period.

16. When I woke up this morning: I was like WTF its too earlyyy!

17. Before I go to sleep at night I: will fix things for tomorrow. :|

18. Right now I am thinking about: what to do right now.

19: Babies are: the cutest things ever :D

20. I get on myspace: for.... never. I don't have one.

21. Today I: watched Ratatouille for the third time. Linguini is ♥.♥

22. Tonight I will: sleep. hah.

23. Tomorrow I will: Rant about how shitty school is.

24. I really want to: do something, like.... dress girly or shit.

25. The person who's most likely to repost this: the bored ones, like me. duh. :))

And btw, September is around the corner! yay! :DDD

tee. hee.

1. List your top ten favorite celebrity men.
2. Answer all the questions listed.


1. David Cook
2. Andy Skib
3. Neal Tiemann
4. Robert Downey Jr.
5. David Archueta
6. Lee DeWyze
7. Leonardo DiCaprio
8. Adam Lambert
9. Dane Cook
10. Robert Pattinson

So, what do you like the most about 2?

His eyesss. and hands. and EVERYTHING ♥. ♥

If you could do anything to 4, what would it be?
Be his Pepper on Iron Man. XD

Who would you choose between 5 and 7?
uh... 5? no, he's too young, hehe. 7?... homahgahd I'm SO TORN! XD

What do you find most attractive about 1?
adsklfnmuihnj8s ALL OF HIM.

If you could go out with 3, what type of date would you go on?
On an unusual date, like, trip on a haunted house and will listen to punk music while drinking Jack D, is that ok?

Why is 10 not higher up your list?
because it's not in order.


So what does 10 have to do to be brought higher up?
dazzle me. Remember me. XD

What would be the ideal situation for you, 2, and 4?
Well, 2 (Andy) and I got on trouble and 4(RDJ) will go to the rescue! :D

Which two people would you want to be stuck with on a deserted island?
1 (David) and 3 (Neal)!! adsjfhutgih so that we'll going to have a toot tape when they come back XD

Marry, shag or kiss - 2, 4, 8
Marry: Andy Skib (2) ♥.♥

Shag: RDJ betches! (4)

Kiss: Adam Lambert (8) IDC if he kissed Tommy or whoever.

What do you hate most about 7?
His over hawtness? (does that really even count?) XD XD loljk

Have you ever thought about how you’ll react when you meet 3?
yeah. If he appears on our doorstep I'll let him in and drink and will kiss him. weird right?

Have you seen 1 and 2 together on TV before?
oh hells freaking yeah! :D

Have you ever dreamed about 6?
yep, Once, With a David Cook song on the background. XD

Who would you take to a prom/ball with you?
ANDY ANDY ANDY POWERS SKIB! 22222! ♥.♥ (A Cook will do too! Or RPattz! :3)

Cuddle, glomp or kiss - 1, 3, 7
Cuddle: Leonardo DiCaprio (7) Cause I could be his Rose. :D

Glomp: Neal Tiemann (3) XD XD XD

Kiss: David Cook (1) as in, guh. >:D<

If you could give anything to 9, what would it be?
A lucky charm.

Out of all of them - who would you…Kick?
Lee d. (6) So he'll make good music. :DD

Kiss? DCook like yeahhhh~

Pinch cheeks? DArch! giggles.

Run away with? Andy with all my heart!

Act like an idiot with? RPatzz or with The Doctor NFT.

Swap lives with for a day? with RDJ (so I could be iron man hell yeah!) or RPattz (so I could dazzle you guys!) or DCook (cause he's awesomesauce) and Andy (cause I want to have those pianist hands, and a DCook as a friend. XD)

reality bites

Sometimes reality rocks.

Sometimes it's not.

But either way, we should at least acknowledge every single aspect of the reality, for it teaches us to be better persons and it was one of Gods wonders.

Maybe most of the time I just want to live on a fairytale, where in life has always a happy ending, where in life is so close to perfection.

But then I'll realize that the reality is way better than those Cinderella stories, because in reality happiness were more heartfelt and success was more uplifting.

Maybe the pain in reality was way painful, or better yet, heart shattering, but once we've overcome such pain we'll realize, life was full of many gems.

Maybe life was like a roller coaster, or a ladder, or a wheel, where in sometimes we have to go up and grow for us to reach out others, and to achieve our dreams or sometimes we have to go down for us to learn our mistakes and for us to be better persons.

Maybe trials and heartaches were made to make us stronger and for us to be prepared for bigger problems in life.

And maybe the people around us are thee because they can help us to make or break our lives. Or both.

They could serve as your guardian, brother, family, that someone, your worst enemy, your best friend, or whatever. Maybe those people will help us to be more appreciative about life, even with the hardest times.

And to God, for giving us the opportunity to live on a roller coaster ride of reality and life.

As the song "Beautiful Day" would say: "it's a beautiful day"

Or a song with a line of "lovely day"

Maybe with those lines, we can cross "The Long And Winding Road" and have "The Time of my/our Life/Lives" :)

And reality would be a better place to live on.

Promises, promises, and disappointments.

Ugh. How bad things are sometimes.

I feel so utterly gloomy right now, for not pleasing myself with my grades, or maybe for disappointing my mother yet again.

I feel sad because I always put myself down, and the fact that I always let the pressure and my emotions get the best in me, thus preventing me to be a better person.

I also feel disappointed to myself for not having this thing called self confidence. Maybe I have somewhere, but I am just so pessimistic or afraid to show the world what I got, because of my thinking that it might disappoint someone or they won't going to like it.

Or the fact that I always feel that there's no one behind my back to support me or love me.

And I am not holding on to promises lately. They suck ass sometimes.

They just sometimes gives you false hope, and thus disappointing you and hurting your feelings.


But still... I am thankful despite of all the shit and ups and downs. I know there was still my family to appreciate me, or my dearest friends (even though I think some of them don't consider me as one though) I love you all.







PS: to Dian, Ian, RM, Gel, Kit and Pat. Thanks for the advises earlier. You guise rock. :* :)