Day 7: The Stubborn Tramp

Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!

I Think this really fits my personality, not that I'm saying that I am also a great kisser (I've never been kissed, or kissed someone), but I am extremely stubborn regarding some things, And I usually fight for what I want. I am also a caring person, And a generous helper, perhaps. I can also say that I love sleep and can be very lazy at times. So I think this all fits me (Am I attractive tho? haha)

Day 5 and 6: Suicidal Thoughts and the 30 facts about me.

This day meme thingy is taking too long to finish, ugh, but still, I'll try my very best to finish it quickly.


Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.


A thought about me ending up my life.... hmm, I know there was a time that I just want to die because of some problems regarding myself before, but the point of me wanting to end up my life so bad, I've never experienced that, but recently, I think I could already contemplate ways of killing myself because of Real Life issues and the terrifying fact regarding our test results.

Over all, I don't really have that bad urge to commit suicide. I am afraid to die now.


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Day 06 - Write 30 (err 17) interesting facts about yourself.

I don't know if it seems interesting to others, but whatever. :)

1. I am a lefty, but can also write on the right (but it's like a penmanship of an 7 yr old)
2. I can draw.
3. I am God-Fearing.
4. I tend to clap using my feet at times.
5. I am familiar with classical and old music (I think its cool because half of my classmates are not familiar with the Beatles or Queen or The Temptations or Monkees etc etc)
6. I am gaga over David Cook.
7. I can't go out without wearing my watch.
8. Life is also hard to me if I forgot to bring my handkerchief.
9. I sleep with my ponytail on.
10. I think a lot before I finally fall asleep.
11. I am trustworthy (as they say)
12. There is a star on the night sky that I called "Cuffed by a Star" and wishes to it at times.
13. I love to name my stuffed toys.
14. I tend to keep almost ALL of the doodles and scratch papers that contains pathetic-ness of my early high school days.
15. I am the photographer of the girls. (and i'm not great in photography, i just don't like to join in =))
16. I used to be a supper addict in twitter, but I've managed to control it.
17. I am not that afraid of spiders (but I have a massive fear of cockroaches)

(edited 1/7/11~ adding more. Thank you D! :])

18. There was this guy named Andy Skib (DCook's friend) that makes my heart glee.
19. I tend to be always badtrip.
20. I get wild sometimes.
21. I'm pretty in my own usual ways.
22. They say that I have a helpful advice.
23. Sometimes I talked like an alien and out of this world.
24.Dian ~loves me. (that's what she said XD)
25. I'm a good person (not that I'm saying that I'm nice as an angel)
26. I love cutting my hair short
27. I LOVE listening to gossips (this, especially when it's about room peeps)
28. I can keep secrets
29. I'm thoughtful
30. I can give importance to people around me

childhood movies

"You've got a friend in me"

"To infinity and beyond!"

"Reach for the sky!"

Yeah, all of these was from "Toy Story", which is a very popular movie since I was like, a baby. The first part of it was first shown on the 1995 (my birth year) and ever since the movie won the hearts of the children and the children like then. Four years later the second part was released, and this year (2010, 11 years after the second one) the final installment of the series was released. I am pretty excited about the last one, but upon watching it I felt sad, and a bit nostalgic. I was wondering where are my toys now? those toys I hide years ago to prevent them from being broken by a toddler or some younger relative. I felt sad because it's like watching your own childhood go too. It became a big part of my childhood, so i don't wonder at all why those teenagers and young adults who watched it actually cried.

The story taught us not only to take care of our toys and love them, but they also taught us the value of friendship over years.

Another movie that became a part of my childhood was "Harry Potter". Honestly, I didn't watched the whole series (I only watched the first part) but still, upon seeing the updates about the last installment, makes me sad. Also, upon seeing the screencaps/quotes/ everything HP on tumblr makes me sad too. Seeing them growing up is like seeing yourself growing up. It's like, you've grown to see them together as a kid, and as the years go by, seeing them going on separate ways, is like seeing myself moving on to college.

As for entering college, I suddenly remembered Andy, the child and the care-taker of Woody and company on Toy Story. I think I can relate to his story on TS3. Me, as upon exiting high school, has to let go to some of the things in my life. And as for friendships, I think it's hard for the Harry Potter trio to go to separate ways, like me and my present friends who's about to go to different directions sooner.

but here's that I can say, my childhood is love. Maybe those movies will come to an end, but the memories surrounding them will be forever in our hearts.

The Girl I Know Pt. 2/?

The girl, as far as we all know, was a sensitive girl, but there are also times that she becomes the evil of the story. She could be witty and weird, or will just sing out of nowhere or just, stare.

She is always having a hard time on hiding her feelings, especially about the opposite sex. She always tend to blush and freak out around the guys.

And always, on those circumstances, her tall and chubby friend was always there to... make her more embarrassed.

"Oh gosh you're blushing!" they will say.

"Oh no I'm not. What for anyway?" she would probably say, but her face is flushed red now.


There are also times that she is the master of the teasing. Or the topic opener about endless gossips in class. She is always curious about whats happening behind the school grounds, even though sometimes it wasn't entirely part of her business. At all.

The girl also tends to be over clumsy, especially when the guy, was there.

This girl tends to look at the guy at times. She was pretty envious. Those eyes, as she mentally says, those eyes. Admittedly, she founds him attractive. She also tends to like or hate him on a typical day, depending on her mood.


She has a friend that always told her not to be a pessimist. She was pretty and intelligent and talented (maybe except for dancing, like the girl), the two of them always argue with each other, but at the end of the day? they still love each other no matter what. They share the same interests and such,. She is attractive, and the guys like her. She tends to be a weirdo or a bad girl or a pessimist like the girl.


The girl, still thinks she was not in love with the attractive guy. She still finds him an ass at times. She doesn't like him, maybe a little crush, but not more than that. Will never go beyond that for sure.

Day 3 and 4: Teenage Issues

Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.


For me, drugs and alcohol addiction or whatever were only used by people who thinks they can't surpass their problems or can't live with the reality. I mean, yeah, drugs are used for medication, pain relievers, etc, but sometimes, they think that it could also be solution for them to escape reality, so is the alcohol. I really don't understand why some people are getting addicted to it honestly. They think it could resolve everything but they doesn't seem to realize that they're just making their issues worse.

And as far as I know, most alcoholic beverages have a bad taste.


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Day 04 - Your views on religion.


I believe in everything that is said on our Holy Book as a Roman Catholic. Also, growing up on a God-centered family, I was raised on believing about the words of God. As a catholic, We always go to the church on Sunday, and knows the ten commandments.

As a catholic, and living on a still conservative country, the issues about gay marriage/relationships was still controversial. Also about the reproductive health thing thingy. I am not saying that I am completely disagreeing over these, but there are just times that I can't help but to question those things. But I still respect what are their decisions otherwise.


I feel like I wasn't able to explain it properly. I'm sorry.

The Girl I Know.

There was this girl I know that is so smart, but shy. This girl always thinks she is worthless and untalented, although its the opposite. This girl also thinks shes insane.

This girl, as far as I know, has simple pleasures in life. Her family, friends and her loves are her treasures. I remember what she said before, that she considers everyone as her friends she cherishes them even though they doesn't feel the same for her. She always cherish every moment with them and pride wasn't really on her vocabulary.

There was this guy that anyone thinks is the girl's hero. The guy was undeniably handsome and smart. The girl has an.. mixed feelings over the guy. There are days that she thinks about throwing him into the river for being a giant a-hole. There are days that she founds him super adorable. While some of the guys think that the girl is in love with him, she always mentally thinks: "No I am not. Maybe yes when my sanity loses."

The girl was sometimes on high spirits and sometimes on a sentimental mood. She has low confidence, but she still tries on improving it. She sees God as her strength and inspiration.

The girl thinks the guy is nice on some circumstances. She also sometimes think of the thought of the guy feeling any nice things about her.

The girl has many dreams in life. She is trying her best to fulfill each one of it...

Day 2: The European Dream

Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.


~ In ten years time, I want to be on a place where in I can find peace and happiness. I want to travel the world in 10 years time. I want to explore Europe. I wanna see the Eiffel tower and go to Rome. I wanna feel everything European and go to anywhere European.

Also, if my little Europe trip doesn't succeed, I'll be contented here on my native home in Bulacan with my family and friends. :)

Day 1: The Hopeless Romantic

Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.


~ To be completely honest, I'm single, and never had a boyfriend. For me, being single is cool, for the fact that you are able to do anything and to admire to anyone you like without someone to get jealous or something. Also, being single is cool because you don't have to worry about things like him having close relationships with other girls, him being an ass, him being this and that. I also think that I am way too young to have a relationship. There are still many things to look forward for. I think having a relationship at this time would just give me a problem.


And also, to be completely honest, I get jealous and lonely sometimes when I see two people whose happy with each others company. And at times, I felt curiosity. What does it feel like when you're in love? what does it feel to be kissed? hugged? cared by the one you love the most? was it good? heaven? or something? And I feel like an alien for having no boyfriend at times, this is when being single (sort of) sucked.

But it's all okay to me. I still have my dreamboats to admire for right now. I still believe the right time will come for this.

Those 30 little things

Hey. A 30 day challenge. I found its questions relevant and interesting to my likes and interests. I don't promise myself to be able to post each question a day (because school is hectic this year for me and sometimes inspiration doesn't strike me) but I'll try my best to post and finish this whole thing.

The list goes like this:


Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 04 - Your views on religion.
Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.
Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.
Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.
Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.
Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
Day 14 - Your earliest memory.
Day 15 - Your favorite tumblrs.
Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.
Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.
Day 18 - Your beliefs.
Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.
Day 20 - How important you think education is.
Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.
Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?
Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.
Day 24 - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.
Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.
Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.
Day 27 - A problem that you have had.
Day 28 - Something that you miss.
Day 29 - Goals for the next 30 days.
Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month

The October Fest: Nobel Style (Pt II)

And the promises of the Gino and Lois romance emerged that day.

Continued from the first part here :)


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The next day (Oct 28) the games continued, And Lois and Aira are there again. Today is championship day so we need to move our asses on the court to win. And I'm there again, modeling like yeah and still not playing nicely. And we still won the whole thing. Thanks to Ysabel/Gel/Rvz/Camz hahahahah.

And the Gino/Lois romance became the thing of the day over the Nobel peeps. We all made plans for them to sit besides each other, and for them to talk to each other. The best part was when Gino actually gave Lois a bar of chocolates and did a very cheesy banat. We are all like "AYEEEEEE :">" to them.

And tug of war tarted later on. That whole game was all sorts of unfairness to me. I can't say which part of it, but still, it's unfair. tss.

And we are the overall champions on sports (WOW I GOT GOLD ON VOLLEYBALL. WTF WAS THAT? IT'S SO WEIRD IT'S FUNNY K. And my mother can't believe it XD) and our epic story ended up on facebook. We almost got so many notifications because of the cutesy little romance and that powerful chocolate bar, also because of all the thank yous and welcomes not only to Lois but to Aira (and Andrea! tho I'm sad I'm not able to talk to them. I always got shy approaching them.) And that still endless commentaries about the chocolate picture. :)



And the best thing about this whole thing? Meeting new friends and making old friendships more stronger. Maybe we could do this all over again this Christmas? I hope so :DD

The October Fest: Nobel style (pt I)

October 27-28, 2010: The Two days of fun, embarrassment, and hell yeah, romance.


It all started on the morning of the 27th day of October, year 2010. The guys and gals of Fourth year gathered up early for the induction of our dear classmates/officers. At the start of the induction everyone was still cheering on the new officers (although we all knew it already who's the boss and although we already screamed for them since yesterday) and we, the audience are like, go *insert name here*! and that.

After that was the performance of the students. If the Pre-Elementary did Plants vs. Zombies and superheroes and witches/vampires, and the Elementary goes United Nations, the high school did cheering.

Even though there are some mishaps on our performance we all did it. I dunno which part of it became good to their eyes or not. haha.

On lunch break the Nobel girls (except Angeline. sigh.) along with Louisse (Dian's cousin or niece IDK) went to our home sweet some to eat, and to go "picture-picture" for a while and we got ~robbed by my own freaking service. Le sigh times two.

When we went back to the Gym we met Aira, and Andrea. They're both pretty and yeah, nice. Also, the game started.

I was one of the first six on volleyball girls for Fourth Year (I have no choice. It was embarrassing at all sorts) and it started. I am completely blank of what was happening.

It was like, Why am I here? Looks like I'm lost!" and when a teacher talked about my presence there my mind was like "I don't even know why am I here in the first place. I'm.. uh.. A model"

Dian and I were like a wooden post there. We almost didn't move on our places. Thank God for RVee to save my life and let me go out of that mess. and Game one was done. Also game two later on.

We girls screamed our lungs out when the Nobel boys (The boys with super gorgeous looks plus great athletic skills LOL) played volleyball and they did it! yay.

And the promises of the Gino and Lois romance emerged that day. We are all ready to ship them both.

~to be continued :)~

Time Travel

"Pwede ba bumalik ako sa nakaraang taon, kahit ngayon lang, o kaya maramdaman ko man lang na nasa 2009 ako."

I am dreaming about that thing since... yesterday. It's like I wanna feel the weirdness of everything in my life a year back, and watch how I miserably deal with any awkward circumstances in my school life and how the whole ~kradam thingy makes me excited or how I usually search pictures about the declaration tour. I also want to see and compare how us then Mendeleev guys grew mature than the past year. How different is the air, how awkward friendships are (if ever) and how those once happy tales ended on a well... sort of rocky ending.

I also wanna go back to the things like staying at school till 5pm to chat endlessly with my so called "uwian club", the times I wasted every coin I have for some precious kwek-kweks, guitar sessions, the whole practice for whatever fest it was, the prom practice... the...the everything.

It's making me sad that this year, I haven't had so many weird or super memorable or something right now. I'm still hoping things will happen sooner, as our journey continues, hoping a moment or something that will boost me to be pretty, have wit, and have confidence. A moment that I'll bring till I die, or grow old. That thing will happen... sooner.

For the mean time.... I'll enjoy the ride and see if things will be better.
♥

little miss bored... yet another meme/survey or whatever it is.

Okaaaay I saw this on LJ, and as usual, I'm bored.

Finish the sentences:

1. I've come to realize that my ex is: uh I don't have an ex!

2. I am listening to: the sound of our air-con :D

3. I talk: like a maniac. Like I could speak nonstop.

4. I love: David Cook and his royal hotness. (obviously)

5. I have: a nail-cutter, an iPod, and a pen in-front of me right now.

7. I lost: that goddamned notification earlier on facebook. errrr.

8. I hate it when: I got low grades.

9. Love is: everywhere, even if you're under the rock XD

10. Marriage is: complicated? I'm too young for that.

11. Somewhere: Something epic will happen to that someone, and that someone will be something somewhere. XD XD

12. I'll always be: your baby. loljk. :))

13. I have a crush on: nothing. geez.

14. The last time I cried was: last week? IDK.

15. My cell phone is: so old fashioned. period.

16. When I woke up this morning: I was like WTF its too earlyyy!

17. Before I go to sleep at night I: will fix things for tomorrow. :|

18. Right now I am thinking about: what to do right now.

19: Babies are: the cutest things ever :D

20. I get on myspace: for.... never. I don't have one.

21. Today I: watched Ratatouille for the third time. Linguini is ♥.♥

22. Tonight I will: sleep. hah.

23. Tomorrow I will: Rant about how shitty school is.

24. I really want to: do something, like.... dress girly or shit.

25. The person who's most likely to repost this: the bored ones, like me. duh. :))

And btw, September is around the corner! yay! :DDD

tee. hee.

1. List your top ten favorite celebrity men.
2. Answer all the questions listed.


1. David Cook
2. Andy Skib
3. Neal Tiemann
4. Robert Downey Jr.
5. David Archueta
6. Lee DeWyze
7. Leonardo DiCaprio
8. Adam Lambert
9. Dane Cook
10. Robert Pattinson

So, what do you like the most about 2?

His eyesss. and hands. and EVERYTHING ♥. ♥

If you could do anything to 4, what would it be?
Be his Pepper on Iron Man. XD

Who would you choose between 5 and 7?
uh... 5? no, he's too young, hehe. 7?... homahgahd I'm SO TORN! XD

What do you find most attractive about 1?
adsklfnmuihnj8s ALL OF HIM.

If you could go out with 3, what type of date would you go on?
On an unusual date, like, trip on a haunted house and will listen to punk music while drinking Jack D, is that ok?

Why is 10 not higher up your list?
because it's not in order.


So what does 10 have to do to be brought higher up?
dazzle me. Remember me. XD

What would be the ideal situation for you, 2, and 4?
Well, 2 (Andy) and I got on trouble and 4(RDJ) will go to the rescue! :D

Which two people would you want to be stuck with on a deserted island?
1 (David) and 3 (Neal)!! adsjfhutgih so that we'll going to have a toot tape when they come back XD

Marry, shag or kiss - 2, 4, 8
Marry: Andy Skib (2) ♥.♥

Shag: RDJ betches! (4)

Kiss: Adam Lambert (8) IDC if he kissed Tommy or whoever.

What do you hate most about 7?
His over hawtness? (does that really even count?) XD XD loljk

Have you ever thought about how you’ll react when you meet 3?
yeah. If he appears on our doorstep I'll let him in and drink and will kiss him. weird right?

Have you seen 1 and 2 together on TV before?
oh hells freaking yeah! :D

Have you ever dreamed about 6?
yep, Once, With a David Cook song on the background. XD

Who would you take to a prom/ball with you?
ANDY ANDY ANDY POWERS SKIB! 22222! ♥.♥ (A Cook will do too! Or RPattz! :3)

Cuddle, glomp or kiss - 1, 3, 7
Cuddle: Leonardo DiCaprio (7) Cause I could be his Rose. :D

Glomp: Neal Tiemann (3) XD XD XD

Kiss: David Cook (1) as in, guh. >:D<

If you could give anything to 9, what would it be?
A lucky charm.

Out of all of them - who would you…Kick?
Lee d. (6) So he'll make good music. :DD

Kiss? DCook like yeahhhh~

Pinch cheeks? DArch! giggles.

Run away with? Andy with all my heart!

Act like an idiot with? RPatzz or with The Doctor NFT.

Swap lives with for a day? with RDJ (so I could be iron man hell yeah!) or RPattz (so I could dazzle you guys!) or DCook (cause he's awesomesauce) and Andy (cause I want to have those pianist hands, and a DCook as a friend. XD)

reality bites

Sometimes reality rocks.

Sometimes it's not.

But either way, we should at least acknowledge every single aspect of the reality, for it teaches us to be better persons and it was one of Gods wonders.

Maybe most of the time I just want to live on a fairytale, where in life has always a happy ending, where in life is so close to perfection.

But then I'll realize that the reality is way better than those Cinderella stories, because in reality happiness were more heartfelt and success was more uplifting.

Maybe the pain in reality was way painful, or better yet, heart shattering, but once we've overcome such pain we'll realize, life was full of many gems.

Maybe life was like a roller coaster, or a ladder, or a wheel, where in sometimes we have to go up and grow for us to reach out others, and to achieve our dreams or sometimes we have to go down for us to learn our mistakes and for us to be better persons.

Maybe trials and heartaches were made to make us stronger and for us to be prepared for bigger problems in life.

And maybe the people around us are thee because they can help us to make or break our lives. Or both.

They could serve as your guardian, brother, family, that someone, your worst enemy, your best friend, or whatever. Maybe those people will help us to be more appreciative about life, even with the hardest times.

And to God, for giving us the opportunity to live on a roller coaster ride of reality and life.

As the song "Beautiful Day" would say: "it's a beautiful day"

Or a song with a line of "lovely day"

Maybe with those lines, we can cross "The Long And Winding Road" and have "The Time of my/our Life/Lives" :)

And reality would be a better place to live on.

Promises, promises, and disappointments.

Ugh. How bad things are sometimes.

I feel so utterly gloomy right now, for not pleasing myself with my grades, or maybe for disappointing my mother yet again.

I feel sad because I always put myself down, and the fact that I always let the pressure and my emotions get the best in me, thus preventing me to be a better person.

I also feel disappointed to myself for not having this thing called self confidence. Maybe I have somewhere, but I am just so pessimistic or afraid to show the world what I got, because of my thinking that it might disappoint someone or they won't going to like it.

Or the fact that I always feel that there's no one behind my back to support me or love me.

And I am not holding on to promises lately. They suck ass sometimes.

They just sometimes gives you false hope, and thus disappointing you and hurting your feelings.


But still... I am thankful despite of all the shit and ups and downs. I know there was still my family to appreciate me, or my dearest friends (even though I think some of them don't consider me as one though) I love you all.







PS: to Dian, Ian, RM, Gel, Kit and Pat. Thanks for the advises earlier. You guise rock. :* :)

Miss Fighter

Do you feel like you want to end your life already? If so, THINK AGAIN.

So I stumbled over Brooke White's blog and saw this gem. Her life is so wonderful but cancer is along her way. Her story is wonderful and inspiring. She always wants to live as if she doesn't have that sickness. I admire her for not giving up despite of everything on her way, and she has a big heart too.

I hope God will help her over this. I know He will. She is a brave girl with the heart of gold. :)

self-worth, or the other way around

Sometimes I feel special. Sometimes not.

But most of the time I always came up with this question: "Do they cherish me like I cherish them?"

Not that I'm saying that I'm completely worthless to them or something, but sometimes I got to ask myself, "Do they really care about me? or love me at least?"

I know this was the result of me lacking self-confidence and such, or something like that.

But there are just times that I am thinking, do they really care about me? or they just consider me as a friend when they need me?

ugh. this is getting so pointless. I'll shut up now.

The Coffee Prince

Hi there Mister Coffee Prince.

You know what? I found you so cute. I don't even know why.

I know you are sort of an ass, but still...

Not that I ~like you on the romantic way, or at least a little crush will do.

But hey, I found you a little secretive inside, perhaps? I'm not sure though.

All I Know that your cute little smile can make someone smile too, or those round cute eyes? I couldn't even say anything more.

Your wittiness, maybe we are able to see them once, twice, just maybe.

And your speaking voice. eeeee. And you looked way younger than your actual age, they say.

And lots of girls like you. You're strangely attractive? I don't know.

I don't even know why I really adore you over the times, I even asked it myself and search for the possible answers, but still...

And also, mister, I want to know if you take relationships like, seriously. Maybe you can?

Or you could at least you know what a girl wants?

Or you could be as loyal as possible?

Or you are not a flirt like some other creatures?

Well maybe if the two of us could be like, friends, true friends, maybe I'll find the answers, but for the meantime I'm okay with these.

Oh. And if we'll be able to see each other Mister Coffee Prince, maybe we could laugh and talk together and inspire me with your pretty eyes and your killer smile.

That is all for now mister.

Lots of love, Me. :)

Inspirations

Do you ever feel inspired? yes I know we all experienced that.

But the fact that someone said that YOU inspired them? Is it different?

I may be giving advices, but until now, I still don't know if I could actually helped them or inspire them at the very least. I don't know if those words I'm saying to them could actually help them or something like that. I don't know if I'm making any sense over those things.

And the fact that someone inspired you? the feeling of it is good as it gets right?

The whole fact that you feel special and light if that certain person flashes a little smile.

The lonely and bad feeling you get when you missed them.

Or the fact that those people shows the best of you. Or the worst.

Or the simple fact that when the thought of that person you're smiling.

And lots of it. When that person makes us better persons, that's inspiration, for me. When that person can make you smile when you're sad, they give you the reasons to live life to the fullest.

That's why some sort of a crush form, I think. Because you are inspired by that person. And it feels like heaven.








(So if you are an ass. Poor you. Just saying.)

~ferociously awkward

Oh. Em. Gee.

Second day of school today. And my ~nickname changed from the infamous Veagurl/Veagarlll to... huh? Barbie Forteza? Cyndi? Inah?

Inah. wow. OMG. It's like comparing a hbw pen to a pilot pen. Like really. While the pilot one is pretty and good and all of awesomeness, the HBW is short, fat(?) and... i dunno. Or like comparing a princess to a village girl or shit.

I dunno who started the whole calling thing, but... ahahahaha I feel weird to the nth level.

I am not pretty nor slim like her. Maybe we both had braces? maybe.

Sorry for these. I'm writing with my self confidence hiding on a rock (as always) and it's all truth, I suppose?


BTW I changed my url here from summerninja to http://elmoriffiicc.blogspot.com/ Thanks classmates for the inspiration ROFL. I've returned it back to summerninja. how weird I am.

I love you all. :) ♥

"He's my musical crush"

"He's my musical crush" or perhaps "I love Lee", those were the lines that Crystal Bowersox said to Lee DeWyze during their run on American Idol right? and those lines may or may not cause people to admire their cute friendship (or maybe speculate their ~romantic lives)


But seriously. I sometimes doubt over the whole he's-my-musical-crush by Crystal and Lee's whole I-will-never-date-her thingy. I mean look, those looks and those checking her out and the whole thing... I am seriously doubting it.

I honestly noticed their budding chemistry during the duets week, when they sang "Falling Slowly" while looking into each others eyes, and when Crystal admitted that Lee is her musical crush, with the side of embarrassed Lee, and I start to adore their little world during the top three results show, when Crystal entered the finale and upon realizing it she rushed into Lee and clings into him.
And I became a hard shipper of them during the finale, when Lee locks the whole thing down to me, while Lee was still not believing that he just won the whole thing moments earlier, when he just said to her, and the world, the three powerful words: "Crystal, I love you" afterwards hugging her. And the whole holding hands thing even before the winner's announcement.

And the whole leaning thingy, before I forgot. Flailtime:
And the post Idol interviews just made things better. The all "I love him/her to death" and so on and so forth. Aaaaaaaaaaand the whole break up thing between Crystal and her bf during the final performance day.

I know there's a possibility that they won't date like, y'know? couples, but a girl/fangirl can dream right? yes. And I beLEEve that they would, like they'll be married and had lots of Danny Gokey babies (oops, that's for leedrew. ROFL.)

(PS: My father ships them too! he's still believing that the two are just hiding their ~relationship to the public eye, he even explained to mother how they are couples last dinner. heh.)

And to end this ridiculously long post, I have a little caption-a-pic for y'all;

Ryan: So, the two of you will going to start going to school starting on Tuesday, and the two of you will be classmates, once again.

Crystal: OH FUCK TO THE YES SCHOOL!

Lee: DNW (do not want) school. meh.

OR:

Ryan: So, Crystal got the highest grades while Lee, uh, sorry, you didn't.

Crystal: oh yes I did it! woohoo he'll be proud!

Lee: uhh, I'm not suprised.



OK This gets lamer and lamer. Goodnight! :D

(ETA: Click to the pics for full size. It's way too big for my layout//still a noob for HTML. sorry.)

flirts? sorry I don't like them

Flirts? my greatest pet peeves in terms of relationships, or whatever category it can be fitted to. I really hate that trait especially when a girl was the one who's doing it, because it is so uneasy to the eye. And it's so pointless.

Oh, and speaking of flirts, I found this facebook page that I think is very nonsense in all sorts (not that I'm saying it's completely bullshit, but for me, It doesn't make sense at all):

"Hindi ako flirt, malambing lang talaga ako"

I mean WHAT??! being cuddly is different as being a flirt I think. I think being cuddly is more of cute hugging or snuggling or something over friends, while flirting was the act of being cuddly that is crossing the line.

I didn't mean to post this like this, I just find this topic so interesting to discuss. :)




By the way, This would be the last weekend that I'll be able to use the internet/computer after nine pm, because on Tuesday, school will start. Senior year will kick off, and another "season" of our journey will unfold. The walls will be the witness once again, along with the blackboards and the books and the grounds.

And of course some people may come and go, but were still standing. :)

End of Summer

How time flies so fast.

Imagine, my second to the last post insists that summer is about to start and I dunno what to do to be occupied for the next two months, and now In less than a week, I'm going to see my good ole classmates, my friends, the new ones and the cuties (excuse me), but I'm not ready yet.

As far as I terribly missing each of them, I am still not ready for the shit ton of things such as projects, seatworks, wb's/sq's and lectures (heck I don't even know if I could write well ROFL) or maybe even to the newbies. I dunno, just... I'm not ready yet to wake up early, use the computer way less than before, and to refraining from fangirling to have a life.

During the summer, I spend my time watching my bets compete for American Idol, to flail endlessly over Cook (it's a very old story), Have new online buddies, and keeping in touch to my real life buddies through facebook or something. (And hey I saw some of them during the enrollment period! :D)



And towards the end of the summer, I met (not literally) a guy, and he's Leon James DeWyze. :)

How could you not love this guy? Like seriously,this guy by the name of Lee DeWyze has something to give and prove to us.

He may not be so confident or talented, but look, that guy has a potential, and I know it.

(can I say he sort of reminded him of a little Danny Gokey and David Cook? LOL)

Aww and don't cry Leon. You're making me sad. :">

Hi there Sunshine!

Hi blogger! sorry If I am nor posting here lately, solely for the reasons that I have nothing to share something epic lately, because I've been stuck-ed at home now. Y'know? vacation. Summer, 2 months of putting those goddamn mathematics and thinking about homeworks or to be messed up because of a guy~ if only. haha.

Lately I've been looking back at all the things happened on the past two months. I dunno, but I think I've been so pathetic it's so hard to look back at it. It's extremely embarrassing and weird. I mean... gah. It's just weird and pathetic. Someone please slap a pan on my head please.

heh. Also lately, Leon James Dewyze of Idol is making my fangirl heart squee into several angles. I mean, I dunno, there is just something special about him. There is a side of him that reminds me of David Cook. A LOT. It may sound dramatically pathetic but.... Whatever.


I'm going to end this now. I dunno what to say more. Maybe about..... Yikes! :P

Oh yes. Summer is in full swing. So love to be a freaking homebuddy.

But sometimes being a homebuddy is absolute terror. Because you didn't get to be able to stay up under the sun (well who stays under the sun on a hot noon by the way?), and it didn't gives you the opportunity to make your skin tan and to explore other places. Yeah yeah.

In other news, Double elimination on Idol tomorrow. Oh my.

Ok that is all for me for now, hah. (:

Just a fragment of one's boredom.

Just another freaking meme on tumblr. That's how bored I am right now. haha.

Name thirteen people you know. (so okay, I'm going to write some of the names in a "codename" mode and then *might* tell their real names at the questions)

1) David Cook (lets say he *knows* me too)
2) Boo Dian
3) Jerald Lopez
4) Angeline Domingo
5) Gaz Sandoval
6) Ysabel Herrera
7) Gerald Manalaysay
8) Sison Ian
9) Patricia Mendoza
10) Yomz Laquindanum
11) CJ San Juan
12) Camille Pangan
13)Aica Natividad


What if #8 turned out to be your future son/daughter? haha it's just okay. :D

Is there any chance that you would rape #1? Ohmygosh why not??! wahahaha kidding x)

What is #7’s favorite sport? Plants vs. Zombies? haha pakner.

Does #12 likes to play Video Games? er, i dunno. yata?

Does #6 enjoy reading? yes, depends on what's her reading I suppose.

Have you ever gave #2 a hug? Why not? i love her :))

What is #5’s fantasy? her "wifey" Maria Ozawa. LOLOL.

What college does #11/will they attend? baka sa Europe, specifically Italy, o sa Manila. haha.

Name a funny memory with #4. When we talked about Mickey Mouse. :))

Is #3 in your contacts on your cellphone? Yes. ewan ko lang kung yun pa number nya. :))

Is #2 your best friend? OFCOURSE! dahhhhh. :D

Is #10 crazy? yah. Super. XD

Does #1 have many lovers? hmm... maybe? (me me me! kidding.)

Do have a photo somewhere in your room of #4? I have a photo of her but di nakadisplay.

Ever dream of kissing #9? hahaha no! shes a gal too duh.

What color hair does #9 have? dark brown I think. :))

Did you have a dream last night in which #5 was involved? Nope.

Is #10 good at math? hahah maybe? :))

What is #8’s favorite movie? "Music and Lyrics"as far as I remembered x)

Does #11 have a bad temper? It depends. yata? :P

Have you/Do you have any classes with #6? yah. all subjects :D

Does #12 live in the same town as you? hindi na yata e...

Does #7 have a job of any kind? Sakristan sya. Banal nuh? :)

When is the last time you talked to #7? Last week I think?

Does #6 have any sibling’s? yupyup.

Have you ever stalked #8? oo naman. kidding :))

What is #5’s favorite TV show? cartoons? I dunno.

Do you & 9 do some crazy stuff together? . yah. We always do crazy stuff. "Christmas tree sessions" XD.

What is #4 was the antichrist? definitely not!

Have you ever pictured with #10 ? before yata, nung 1st year I think?

Does #3 have any pets? yata din.

Do you know where #11 lives? umm yes? no? maybe?

Can you picture #2 having kids? pwede narin :))

Are you related to #12? Were classmates! plus friends :D

What if #1 turned out to be your lover? OMG I would die happily! XD

Does #13 like to drink water? Supposedly yeah.

the ten things meme. :))

Just got this meme from tumblr and I'm bored, so I think this thingy will be fun. Enjoy! ;)

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:

1. TIM URBAN, kelan mo bang planong umalis sa AI ha? dapat si Alex Lambert nandyan e. :|
2. NANAY, lets eat na. Gutom nako e.
3. DAVID COOK, come back to Pinas again so I could be able to see yah live, please? :"]
4. PARE, wala akong load e, so no txts from me muna. haha.
5. ALEX LAMBERT, ang gwapo mo yata ngayon? :DD
6. ANDY SKIB, may kamukha ka talaga. FML.
7. DIAN, come back to twitter. I misshu. :))
8. SISTER, don't eat the whole bandwidth, ayaw masave ang draft ko. kidding.
9. MICHAEL JOHNS, tour with Cookie again? :))
10. DAVID COOK again, eff, you're making me sooo bad. love you. XD

NINE things about yourself:
1. I love my family and GOD.
2. I was actually born on MAY 16th. Too bad I wasn't able to attend the David's concert here the same day. Sigh.
3. I want to travel in Europe/US.
4. David fcking Cook always invade 70% of my wicked brain. yeah.
5. I want to buy new clothes right now.
6. I want to dress like a rawkstar someday.
7. I'm about to get braces on the next week or so. (eep.)
8. Crazily thinks that Andy Skib has a look-a-like on our class.
9. I always tend to freak out over some certain things. XD

EIGHT ways to win your heart:
1. DON'T be a fcking a-hole.
2. Be honest.
3. Learn to accept and to deal with my craziness.
4. Don't disrespect my family, friends, and David Cook ;)
5. Do not bash my obsessions (well that's the only term I could muster this moment.) infront of me.
6. Respect my own beliefs, religion, etc.
7. Have the same passion in music (kudos to you if you ♥ the Beatles! and David Cook, of course.)
8. Be Charming (Sorry, DC already got this, kidding.)

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
1. David Cook, obviously, tanung mo pa nanay at tatay ko, :P
2. School. And classmates. :D
3. My old classmates.
4. What to do this vacation.
5. My fangirl life.
6. my fb, twitter and tumblr accnts. and fs and blogspot.
7. Cook and his hot-ass band. x)

SIX things you do before you fall asleep:
1. Lay down with my tummy. (natutulog ako ng nakadapa, haha.)
2. check what time is it.
3. Listen to music (sometimes...)
4. Think what happened the whole day ^__^
5. Thank God for this day.
6. close my eyes.Goodnight world!

FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment:

1. Family.
2. David Roland Cook. (yeah. yeah. yeah.)
3. friends! (classmates, twitter friends, cook fans, etc.)
4. Alex Lambert :))
5. David Cook. Again. x))

FOUR things you see right now:
1. Glass.
2. Pillow.
3.Dakilang pangamot ng likod ng ate ko :)
4. medicine bottle.

THREE songs that you listen to often at the moment:

1. Always Be My Baby- David Cook
2. Whatya Want From Me- Adam Lambert
3. Music of the Night- David Cook

TWO things you want to do before you die:
1. To go to Eiffel tower and to attend mass headed by the Pope.
2. Meet David Cook and the others someday :))

ONE confession:
1. Watched again DCook's Guitar Hero ad, and I can't help but to stare at his legs. It's so so bad. hahahaha. XD

bummed.

Hey fellas! Sorry if I didn't come here frequently, for the main reason that I'm busy lately and had no idea what to write here. Summer already kicked off, finally, so I can enjoy doing whatever I want to do for the next two months, and when June approaches, that means I'm going to enter the senior year (ZOMG) and suffer for the next ten months again. haha.
Today is Black Saturday, that's why it's sooooooooo quiet at our place (and in the neighborhood. hah.). This week is a busy week for us, because it's holy week. (to those non-Christians, holy week was the week where in us Catholics 'reflect' and 'relive' the sufferings of Jesus Christ for mankind), and our household was full of guests almost the whole week. And I've got to have fun with my cousins and my niece. :))




I have this whole "I-am-so-bored-right-now" thing I wrote here to wrote about... nothing, I think? and before I leave I'm going to leave this picture y'all! :))

Still my most favorite picture of David Cook. Ever. :) ♥

III-Mendeleev: The Detour: The memories!

So okay, what really happen to our second home? For me, we are like living on a variety show mixed with drama, comedy, bloopers, romance, and everything else. We are like on a koreanovela plus having a reality bits like those of American Idol/Starstruck. Also, that four-cornered room with yellow paint, a blackboard, and lots of mess made by us, is like a memory disk, knowing all the happenings that happened to that room, the happenings that each one of us might remember or vice versa, or was seeply located in our own memory boxes.



But all I know about this room was full of friendships, whether old or new, budding crushes and romance, strengthening relationships, fighting's, the endless drama, the annoyance, the depression due to broken heart/s, the freakouts (THIS IS SO ME!! XD), the squeeing over guys/gals, the comedy, the epic fail moments, the win moments, etc etc etc.



There are so many happenings this school year that I can't even tell atleast one of it. Maybe they're too confidential, or too embarrassing, or too fail-y to tell. (all i know was the untog pader incident when one of the "romance pair" on the class split-ed, meaning, the two of them broke up for good. It was too funny to relive. And also, Ysabel's epic line to me about the Science Quiz Bee, reminding me that I'm going to join a SCIENCE quiz bee, NOT a David Cook quiz bee, and also how I freaked out over an incident. LOL forever!), but still, that ten months along with my dearest classmates will be forever missed.




Hoping next year will be more epic and funny as ever. :))

III-Mendeleev: The Detour: The gang! (pt. 3~ THE BOYS OF F4!)

F4. They are widely known as F4 on our school, wanna know why? Because this four cute, humorous, and strong guys are friends since were in elementary, and since then they are almost together in every adventures and misadventures in life (LOL). Even sometimes their friendship was tested by a girl, their different "styles" and such, they didn't leave each other and became the bestest of friends until now.

They are not originally known as F4, but when we reached the freshman year-- I think the Taiwanese version of Meteor Garden, oe JP one replayed--- They call themselves as F4.


And now, I am going to introduce you to the awesomemness (and should I say Gorgeousness LOL) that is our very own F4. hahaha.





I'm going to introduce you first to our very "astigin" na si Jerome, known as Yome, Yom, etc etc. (haha). This dude is a tough cookie, meaning suer siga tong taong ire. He tends to make trip to others sometimes (including me). This guy was one of the wittiest and funniest dudes I've ever seen. Halos walang corning joke toh. He can also imitate Jun Lozada. (bwahahaha). If this dude was absent, our class was very boring. This dude used to not mind the crazy little thing called "love", but a certain person changed it, for real. This dude has a very colorful personality and a very bright life. There are so many things to adore about this dude (and to be pissed off. kidding)




Next up was the romantic and seroius type Ian Jose. This guy was the youngest on class. this guy also has a great, err lets say astigin~ sense of fashion. The best thing about this dude was when he love someone, he really really really loves that someone. He and Theo are the bestest of friends since they are just in Preschool (galing noh? sabay na silang lumaki a VERY SAME environment. awww.). And became partners in crime with Yome on Grade one, had a very very strong "competition" with Christian at all sorts, from academics to romance fields, but they are still best friends no matter what. He is my D. E. and I am his good ole adviser (nyahahaa). This dude has many traits I adore.



Then here is his best friend Theo. The cute guy with a spiky hair or a semi emo hair and dresses like a adorkable skater boy. He is bestfriends with IJ since kinder and the "partner-in-crime" ni Yome sa kaingayan. He loves to sleep. This dude is always noisy, with or without teacher. When this dude is absent its very quiet and strange at class. And y'know this dude was soooo adorable during Preschool (I think) he got the Ideal Montessori child award. (Baka ganun dahilan LOL). This dude can be annoying and charming, depending on his or your moodtheme. hihi.



The last dude I'm going to introduce was Christian. The quiet dude na may banal na pangalan (biruin mo Christian na, e John pa? huwaw.) Maybe he's quiet and such pero dude, nasa loob kulo nito. When he's inlove, he is sort of shy of saying it. He is the most shy type over the four I think? and the nerbyoso (the always tensed and nervous type) which I adore for some reasons I dunno. Alongside Theo, he is also one of the cutest dudes in class (haha) with those babyface and cute eye(lashes). He is the kakompetensya of IJ, but it doesn't affect on their bond. :)




There are so many things I sort of know and I really know about them (tho I'm not going to say the others because I think it is 'confidential' and I have no rights whatsoever on saying those). If you meet these guys who used to have those flat tops and the keempee hair ( LOL FOREVERR!!!) and the semi calbo style, the guys who used to play bangsak at 1st year, the guys who looooooves to go tambay at the nearby store and drink cobra, the guys who loves to make fun at Berld before, and how love and academics affected their lives for a little while, or how many times they got into trouble because of their adventures, You'll still grow to admire to their long lasting friendship: How all of them lives in music and to the same "vices" (SF, DOTA, ETC LOL), and to their distinct personalities as individuals.



They're hardcore, to the Theo speak. And they are all kickass. And a bunch of cute cool dudes. To my speak.

On my next post I will take you back at the moments that made us LOL, cry, and how everything rolled into our second home.

♥♥♥

Last day.

Today is our last day at school as a junior students. We had a play about Noli me Tangere and it turns out... good, and sort of comedy-ish. Jerome was soooo great and such. All of us had a blast. haha.


This day turns out soooo good, I think? I refresh all of those good ole memories with Ysabel befre we left: The way I looked at all of them during first day, the way I talked to the transferees, the early days wher in we will seat at the floor to make some noise (LOL), those fights, the freak outs, the fangirling, and all of them. Also the first impressions, haha. It is soo fun to look back at those heartfelt memories.


Hope this nxt school year no one will go bid farewell for realllz, instead make our "family" more and happier. The more the merrier as they say. Hope there would be more nice peope nxt year (and cutehs too. haha kidding)



From the corner of my ♥.

Voting off.

"The person with the lowest votes tonight is....."


That was the main line of Seacrest during Idol eliminations right? When everyone or someone has to leave the competition. It's tough, and we all know that, especially to those contestants who gathers their emotional strengths from their fellow contestants that they developed to be friends with. Y'know? because they are the ones who are together for the rest of their journies.


It is like a class in a classroom, I think. On the first few days all of you are like, akward to each other and shy even we already became classmates or met somewhere, but as the days progressed, even you tell almost everyone that you are not that close to them, we became emotionally connected to them deep inside. We all know that when one of our dear classmates bids farewell to us for real, we know the family will not be as nice as before. During our "journey" at school every year, we share laughters, tears, and adventures, failiures and success. So when it's time to say "goodbye" for awhile, it becomes sad, we cant help it, even when we hide it sometimes.


Tomorrow is our last day. I hope we'll still be classmates this June, and we all pass 4th year. I also hope we all have our own memories this year, and those memories will be etched on our hearts.


This journey is not done yet, like the Idol journey, The only main difference was our School journey no one has to say goodbye every week.


♥

III-Mendeleev: The Detour: The gang! (pt.2 ~ THE DUDES!)

On my last post I introduced you guys on the gals, now, I'm going to introduce you to the BOYS/ Semi Boys. LOL.


First off was the alanganing si Lorenz. He errr she err HE is our sort of gay classmate who is a big massive fan of Hannah Montana (ugh!) He sort of likes our cute classmate too. (can't tell who is that cuteh. basta ako kilala ko yun). He also likes to dance and to be Sailor Moon, haha.


Then there is Daniel, na akala ko eh sobrang angas. Seriously, on the first time I saw him I thought he would be one of the y'know? mahangin dudes, but it turns out na mabait pala itong taong ire. He is one of the so-called "f4" with Germy and the others. LOL. Magaling tong magdrawing.


Why not some Jayson? he is widly known as "Espy" or "Espren" at class. ay joker tong taong toh! Siya raw si Go JunPyo. (pag naglotion ng tire block daw sabi nila) He is the dakilang taganenok ng pagkain sa amin. (duh). And he was Theo's "My friend". :)



Alongside espy is the super bubbly (and horny??!) Gino. He is our classmate since second year and I think he's a massive Eraserheads lover. He is known as "HH" or "Jorny" or "Johnny". He is our mentos producer before (until maraid sya ng adviser namin at "maimbestigador"). Kakilala nito service ko, hahaha... And, this dude has a bazillion million megawatt smile as always.



After Gino there is some dude by the name of Kevin. He is widely known as "Bong" I dunno why, and I never knew why. He suddenly got lost like a bubble. He is the thinnest dude on class. He is sooo emo too. Eto dati yung crush nila Ysabel at Dian, haha.




After Bong here is German. He is called as "Zombie" or "Benjamin Button" (LOL) because of his face. I dunno, medyo hindi kasi angkop sa age nya yung appearance nya. He is my pakner and he is the closest to HH, I think. He is sorta small too. Lagi syang binubully (exaggerrated mode) ni Yome.



And here's the dude who LOVESSSSSSSSS to eat, Jerald. This chubby dude is my classmate snce grade 2 and this guy is sooooo kulit and he is so marungis. I love this dude tho. Sweet toh, pero may pagkabad ang bibig so... 50 50 na. hahahaha.



And here is the guy with the curly hair at class, Kit. The dude with a bubbly personality and a taekwondo player. Sige awayin nyo toh sipain kayo nito. LOL. He is truly madly deeply inlove with our schoolmate. :)



This guy's day will NEVER be complete without his Ysabel, Uny. Isa to sa mga pinakakaclose ko sa room, etong taong to? adik toh. He promised me that if he came back from US someda he will bring David Cook with him. Sweet LOL. He can be so galante or masungit at times.

This guy is one of the lets say, the cute ones, Jun. He is well known as "Fun". This dude certainly likes to play computer games and to text a lot. (I dunno if he is still like that. hmmm) All I know is he is my seatmate until the end. ROFL. and..... That. Secret.

One of the most hardworking dudes in class, Kuya Marckon. Sa LAHAT ng terror exams ni Sir sa AP and MAPEH eto ang laging pumapasa. He loves soccer and anything Europe. (pag eto ang nagtour to Europe sasama ako. LOL) He is also the most behaved dude in class.

Aaaaaaaand the the guy who used to have glasses, Reymarkh (take note may H talaga ang hui ng name nya) is next. He is a transferee from a ALL BOYS school. (wow). This dude loves his "mine" so much. He is bestfriends with Dian and the other dudes. He is funny but when he's angry, hes angry. ahahaha.

On the next post I will introduce you guys to the F4. (thi is very very exciting. haha)

♥

III-Mendeleev: The Detour: The gang! (pt. 1~ THE GALS!)

In less than four weeks the books of this school year will finally come to a close, that means another two months without the company of our dear classmates, crushmates (LOL), bff's, cheatmates or whatever your groups are called. Some friends will bid goodbye as the school year ends for good, and some might remain, some might stay together forever, or some will be still partners in crime on summer.

But before we close the doors of this school year, I am going to look back at the people, things, and everything LOLsome, tiresome, and tacky events that made each of us Mendeleev peeps crack in laughter, cried, and made us feel embarrassed and such.


And okay I'm going to start this. I will introduce first the people behind this "Mendeleev peeps", I'm going to start with the girls :)



(the next post/s /sentences or the rest of this *series* might be written on my native language. heh)


The first girl I'm going to introduce was Angeline, the beautiful girl from a rich family. Ayy when you met her in person you'll ABSOLUTELY love her. This girl was so humble, mabait and she was very mapagbigay (sya lang naman ang major sponsor ng pagkain sa classroom), and she's very simple. She loves her BFF very much (you'll know about her later). She was also in our top five in class. :D



The second one was Ysabel, the chubby and very energetic gal who transferred on our school this school year. She was truly madly deeply inlove (bwahahahaha) with her so-called *toottoot* (though majority of us already know who that tootoot was, ;P). Her day isn't complete without her major partner in crime Uny. She is so masiyahin and always talk to our TLE teacher, heh.



Next up is RVee, the BFF of Angeline. Shes pretty too. They've been bff's since we were in freshman year. This girl was quirky, full of energy, at pag nagfull moon na, ay naku, expect na ang mga antics niya along with the other girls. She was also very friendly. She is intelligent too.



And then there's Patricia, the small but terrible girl whose day cannot be complete without her loving mahal ko. She was our top 2 and I can clearly describe her as super kikay, but she doesn't belong to the typical *kikay-na-maarte* dudes though. Good thing. She is my seatmate JSYK.



Then there's Aica, ang lukang katandem ni Camille, na malalaman natin ang buhay after this. She is maybe the quirkiest, and the most bouncy gal in the class. Eto ang wag nyong aawayin, Bhebs lang ire ni Dian sige kayo. LOL. She is sort of noisy and siya ang dkilang tagasulat ng lecture sa board (pag "Off duty" si Gel. hehe)



An Aica isn't comlpete without a Camille on her side, ay juzko itong gal na to, hardcore to. She looks sort of tomboy-ish when you see the way she dresses/walks, but wag ka, inner Fangirl toh! When you see her squee or giggle over something (like over a guy or something so cute) you'll going to laugh ang giggle too. Ang kyut kaya. She is never shy to show her emotional side too.



Aaaaaaaaand there's Dian, ang babaeng nangimpluwensya sakin na magblogspot LOL. She is the most OUT-of-this-earth na nakaklase ko echos! She is pretty, tall and SUPER thin. I love her tho. She is the one who cried... pathetically over a very very stoopid guy et the beginning of the school year, shes a MASSIVE Demi addict. She was also our topnotcher in class.

(If I write everything I know about her here this post will not be finishhed forever. LOL)



Aaaaaaaaaaaand, this is me, ang promotor ng post na ito! Vea. The loner who loves David effin Cook and loves to eat kwek kweks after class. I am commonly known as "Anger face" or something like that. I usually talked to them about cute guys (*ehemAndyehem*) and Cook, as usual. ha.



On the next post I will introduce you to the BOYS ;)

And I'll tell you 'bout my dreams.

So okay. I want to share you guys what are the things I love/hate/whatsoever:


I. the things I want to fulfill/happen in the future:


1. To finish my studies and be a successful person.

2. To travel in Europe and US

3. To have my own house and a house for my parents too.

4. To have the best bff ever.

5. To meet David Cook someday.

6. To meet Mr. Right. (Yeah I'm that dreamy.)


II. The things that I really got pissed off to:


1. PDA's infront of your face.

2. Massive David Cook haters who's insulting even his personal life.

3. Geometry.

4. Justin Bieber on trending topics on twitter.

5. Selena Gomez. (sorry fans.)

6.Patheticness at facebook.


(To be continu'd. heh.)

David Archie.

Curious on who is this guy? He is David Archuleta (born David James Archuleta), a 19 year old guy who stole Americas hearts when he joined American Idol two years ago. He is the runner up to David Cook that season. He was born on December 28, 1990 and has a Colombian descent.



I am a fan of him since I first saw him sing on Idol, I really find him as a cute guy (I even think he didn't look like a typical 19 year old. He is and will be 17 to me :D)



Have twitter? go follow him at http://twitter.com/DavidArchie

:)

life is a maze and love is a riddle.

I actually have no idea on what to write here so.... I also don't know how to make this somehow.


ah! I know. The title. Why is this post was entitled "Life is a maze and love is a riddle"? Actually, this line/s was a line of a Lenka song (The Show). This was also my main header here (heh I'm not sure if my term was right or what) I don't know why I used this. As far as I know I used this line (and really liked it) because the line has just something on it and it was interesting to discover.


I think the line "Life is a maze" wants to tell us that life can be compared to a gigantic maze because if we go to the wrong path we might never find our way out, and when we fllow the right one we'll likely to go out of that *maze* and fulfill our dreams and goals in life.


My guess on the line "Love is a riddle" was as simple like this: Love is like a riddle because it's hard to guess what will happen to ourselves if we fall in love/ we are inlove (sorry the love I'm talking about here was sort more of the romantic one) and... There.





(Can't believe that I could wrote a pretty decent-- decent in a way that I posted a *typical* blog about life and not just about me and my pathetic fangirling and whatever I posted the past week.)



:) <3

heh.

Ok. RAT test tomorrow. Ahhhh tomorrows going to be the day where in our brains will going to burst like a bubble (Juzko ang GEOMETRY, kamusta naman?) and we'll going to pay twenty freaking pesos for the test papers. Nice.

(biruin mo pahihirapan na nga utak mo bubutasin pa bulsa mo? gawd)


btw, The past two days are already nuts. hahaha.


Today's Idol was sort of good and bad, heh. Tomorrow will be boys night... heeee :)


<3

prom night (part two)

Let's continue this story...



Then the show started. First off was a prayer from a fourth year girl named Ariane. She was visibly nervous as she speaks, then national anthem and a speech from our hardworking school Administrator, then speeches again from Camille, Angeline, Kayle, Glecie, Ronabelle, and RVee. After another two song numbers for parents the cotillion started. The hosts introduced us. As we wait, many mothers are looking at me (including the bff's of my mother which is the mothers of IJ, Angeline, Theo and CJ, in short. LOL) after a heck long of waiting, this. Is. IT. the whole cotillion started.


My partner there was Christian (btw he is not the first Christian I referred to, he is from another year.) but as we do the rigodon (I think it was called as that) We switched partners until we go back to our "original" partners. The first person na nahintuan ko when the count reached four (sorry, I can't help my tagalog speaking) was Christian. OMG I almost fangirled over it. biruin mo nakasayaw ko ang pinaka... Handsome sa room namin? (possible nga sa school ehh) then, after him was a couple more guys including RM (Reymarkh), then back. After the cotillion was cha cha by us Juniors. My partner there is Yome (Jerome) and we act like those kickasses. LOL!


after the wonderful dance of the seniors to the tune of "Hush Hush" , we ate dinner and change our dresses, after that was the performance to the tune of "Black or White" and "Nodody", then the awarding time.... OMG.


The best in gown goes to Ronabelle, a fourth year. (her gown is very pretteh tho) Then, the best in formal attire goes to Paul Theodoric. (omg sigawan ng third year girls~kasama ako, nung tinawag si The- O) Then, the mister Junior goes to... Christian John. (ayy naku mas malakas sigaw (ko) namin dito, napaamin p halos si Camille ehh, pano talaga namang gwapo ehh. echos.) then miss junior was Dian. (WOW. nagulat kming lahat. Extraterrestrial beauty yan ehh. peaceee) then..... mr senior was Kayle And miss senior was Camille Anne. then...



the moment of truth.


The king of the night was Peter and the queen was Angeline. (ZOMG napakaganda kya niya!!) and after that was lots of blahblahs and blahblahs.

After the awarding I suddenly became a hyper gal and joined in many photo shoots (picture dito, picture duon, epal epal LOL, pati mga magbff's na mudra namin nina Fun, IJ, Sergy at THE- O todo pose din kay ka Mario, na mas kilala sa linyang "REYDI REYDI!!!") and I came home early... due to family errands. Sad, (hindi daw ako nasayaw ni IJ. LOL)


overall, this prom is fun (especially the cotillion part. heh.) though it's bitin kasi I missed other events, but, theres next year pa naman right? So......


I'm going to gratefully wait for that day. :))

prom night (part one)

February 20, 2010: "This prom was amusing and fun in the most disastrous ways possible. LOL"



(the whole blog will be written in (shades of) red after this... )



Okay. Our prom was held last night, at a place called Barcie. During the past days I tweeted about how uninterested I am and unexcited to go to this whole prom thingy. (and I always told everyone that the ONLY thing I'm looking forward to is the cotillion part where in I have the chance to dance with um, and the fact that I can finally cope up with sleep), but on the night before, when I saw my classmates statuses on fb which is mostly "omg prom tmrw omgomgomg!!!!" I suddenly became a bit excited. haha.


Then the day has come, during the morning, it seems like it's an ordinary day (see? I even wrote here yesterday morning right?) but as the hours pass by my nerves start to rush and..... that.


At four pm, my make up is done, then at five, I'm already dressed. But the trouble started at five thirty as were about to leave, a fuuuuu~ ing truck blocked the driveway, without leaving the keys. That's why I'm forced to use a tricycle (Oh my.) because I'll be late if I don't do it. after a couple of minutes were there at barcie...

juzko grabe kaba ko nung makita ko yung barcie...


My mother and I didn't know where we'll be going (we almost enter the noynoy something meeting ehh) good thing I saw one of our teachers and we proceed to the second floor. As I enter the room for registration, I suddenly became shy and nervous, then as I continue to walk towards my designated place, people are looking at me, which made me more shy.

The first person I saw was Camille, I didn't recognized her at first, then Patricia and Dian, who's sitting besides each other, greeted me, Kuya Marckon whos quiet as always. Angeline, was elegant and pretty as ever, and I smiled at RVee. Minutes later Ysabel arrived, with her yelow gown. I glanced at the boys and noticed Ian Jose, whos wearing glasses and a vest and coat, then went starstucked (yes, star strucked) at Theo, who looks sooooooooooo cute,. Sitting beside him was Christian, who is wearing an all-black suit. (oh shit...) and I saw Jun, Reymarkh, Jerome, Jerald. I also saw Gino and Jayson . Before the show started Uny arrived. Meanwhile Kit, German and Daniel was sitting on the other table (with some of the fourth year dudes). Lorenz and Aica didn't attend the prom.





Then the show started...

tonight is prom night, omg.

OMG I CAN'T REALLY BELIEVE IT'S GONNA HAPPEN TONIGHT, AS IN SRSLY.

I am anxious to the fact that..... omg I can't even tell why I'm anxious. I am a bit excited, because.... that. And a part of me wants to finish it for me to cope up with the stress that is last week. Stress that lets you sleep at ten pm and wakes you up at six thirty but still as tired like you sleep for about like... 2 hours. geez.




haha It's ten thirty in the morning now so... I'll stay here for a little while. LOL


Will tell yah what happened tomorrow, I suppose?



My freak side was still not recovering from the Fake Andy pwn this week. FML. ^___^

see you at the flipside.

This week, okay, this week, these are the things that happened:

first: I became a pathetic bitch on Monday.

second: I forgot what the heck happened on Tuesday (AH! I fangirl-ed over Cook and ~Andy. I see.)

third: I dreamt about Andy and dead peole on Wednesday.

fourth: I am hating the prom practice on Thursday.

fifth: I am the luckiest bitch on Friday. Hail sweetheart.


tomorrow: JS PROM!!!!!!! WEEE HAIIII :DDD


that is all. ♥

It's so hard to fangirl over a certain guy that resembles someone.


It really is. As in seriously. it's very very though.


I know I'm speaking nonsense right now but.... I just can't help it, so.... there.


That is all for now. JS prom will be on Saturday. Hells freaking yeah. (HA I have the BIG chance to dance with the cuties and the cuties alike. LOL)



♥

the fangirl side of me in school.

Andy, Andy, Andy. Oh my Andy. This whole my-classmate-kinda-looks-like-andy-skib thingy is freaking all the living daylights out of me. As in seriously this whole fangirling thing I do over this guy will possibly be the cause of my quick trip to another planet or something...


Ok. Take a deep breath and walk through the doors...


Yeah, he could be the main key to my quick trip. I hate this whole thing, because the freaky side of me (which is more apparent, sadly) always think that he, especially the eyes.... was indeed a match to the Real Andy's eyes and thinks he might be a long lost twin of Skibby, while the more "quiet" side of me was telling my freak flag to shut up and just be... normal.


wow. Andy. Freaky.~~~


Yeah. I know one of my dear classmates could read this one day (maybe after I posted this whole rant I made), or possibly now, but whatevs. I don't know what the freaking reasons why I compared him to Andy Powers Skib, but whatevs again. I can't help it, bull~ ;)

Whatta day...

OHAI again! This day is tiring and good and bad and etc..... Good thing this picture helped me in dozing off my busy mind into relaxation (should I say laziness and fangirling and procastination? LOL) Whatever. bwahahaha.

David Cook is so macho. heh ♥♥♥

And the other one made my heart all aww... It was posted over fuckyeahdavidcook at tumblr.

Heh :)

Freaking hells yeah!

Oh yeah. Here we go again.... (and again and again and againnnn...) I'm back to post some Andy love, I mean some Andy Powers Skib love. hehehe.





















That guy? well he is one of Dave Cook's bandmates, too cute. Born in November 9, 1985. Has a Jennie over his life. looks like my classmate. LOL. Was responsible for keyboards and guitars, a little of a vocalist (heh) and so much more...



If you want, search him, or look at his facebook, or follow him on twitter. :)

The First Time I ever saw Your Face (and to post here.)

Hello Bloggers! I'm new here so.... I'm not yet used to the things over here. haha.

Btw, A quick info about myself, I'm Vea, 14, a high school student, and A big fan of this guy:



He is David Cook, from American Idol. I also love The Beatles, and sooo many more. I think my posts here will be mostly about my fangirling, and a few of my personal life (although I'm not that used of posting it in public) so... There, just rant and rave with me and we'll be fine as the summer skies :)


Cheers~