"Pwede ba bumalik ako sa nakaraang taon, kahit ngayon lang, o kaya maramdaman ko man lang na nasa 2009 ako."
I am dreaming about that thing since... yesterday. It's like I wanna feel the weirdness of everything in my life a year back, and watch how I miserably deal with any awkward circumstances in my school life and how the whole ~kradam thingy makes me excited or how I usually search pictures about the declaration tour. I also want to see and compare how us then Mendeleev guys grew mature than the past year. How different is the air, how awkward friendships are (if ever) and how those once happy tales ended on a well... sort of rocky ending.
I also wanna go back to the things like staying at school till 5pm to chat endlessly with my so called "uwian club", the times I wasted every coin I have for some precious kwek-kweks, guitar sessions, the whole practice for whatever fest it was, the prom practice... the...the everything.
It's making me sad that this year, I haven't had so many weird or super memorable or something right now. I'm still hoping things will happen sooner, as our journey continues, hoping a moment or something that will boost me to be pretty, have wit, and have confidence. A moment that I'll bring till I die, or grow old. That thing will happen... sooner.
For the mean time.... I'll enjoy the ride and see if things will be better.
♥
I am dreaming about that thing since... yesterday. It's like I wanna feel the weirdness of everything in my life a year back, and watch how I miserably deal with any awkward circumstances in my school life and how the whole ~kradam thingy makes me excited or how I usually search pictures about the declaration tour. I also want to see and compare how us then Mendeleev guys grew mature than the past year. How different is the air, how awkward friendships are (if ever) and how those once happy tales ended on a well... sort of rocky ending.
I also wanna go back to the things like staying at school till 5pm to chat endlessly with my so called "uwian club", the times I wasted every coin I have for some precious kwek-kweks, guitar sessions, the whole practice for whatever fest it was, the prom practice... the...the everything.
It's making me sad that this year, I haven't had so many weird or super memorable or something right now. I'm still hoping things will happen sooner, as our journey continues, hoping a moment or something that will boost me to be pretty, have wit, and have confidence. A moment that I'll bring till I die, or grow old. That thing will happen... sooner.
For the mean time.... I'll enjoy the ride and see if things will be better.
♥
