Wednesday, January 05, 2011

the return

So it seems like a month since my last post here, and looks like my little meme will be finished in years time.

And It's 2011 already. I cant seem to believe that I started posting here almost a year ago now? And seeing my old post makes me wanna laugh or makes me wanna go back to those days, or makes me wanna crawl into my own skin.

A year. 365 days of randomness to anything and everything.

And, as the New Year enters, there are a lot of things that I have to go forward to, entering a new chapter in life that is college, wrapping things up in High School, About to try to change my ways of life. I don't know what else, but I am pretty sure as the days goes by many things will come, and go.

Knowing in three months time I have to say goodbye to high school.

And after two months I have to enter college.

College.

A new place, a new world, a new chapter.

I think it's weird. And I am a little excited about it.

College means new environment, new friends, new... everything.

But It doesn't mean we have to forget those people who became a part of our high school life, those people that became a part of our daily lives for the past years, those people who shared laughter and pains and everything.

Those people who became our family.

But sometimes, those people, who I dearly considered as my family, seems so far away from me, like I am invisible or something to them. I don't know, but there are just times that I think they're so close yet so far to me. Its like you know they're just beside you, yet it feels like they wasn't, and you are like somewhat invisible, and it feels very very bad.

But still, you cant help but to adore and love those people. No matter what happens.

And that was it. My 2011 will be a long long year. I suppose.

And this post went from the meme to future to my PMS drama to beyond. I feel sorry, and half relieved.

:)