Thursday, November 18, 2010

childhood movies

"You've got a friend in me"

"To infinity and beyond!"

"Reach for the sky!"

Yeah, all of these was from "Toy Story", which is a very popular movie since I was like, a baby. The first part of it was first shown on the 1995 (my birth year) and ever since the movie won the hearts of the children and the children like then. Four years later the second part was released, and this year (2010, 11 years after the second one) the final installment of the series was released. I am pretty excited about the last one, but upon watching it I felt sad, and a bit nostalgic. I was wondering where are my toys now? those toys I hide years ago to prevent them from being broken by a toddler or some younger relative. I felt sad because it's like watching your own childhood go too. It became a big part of my childhood, so i don't wonder at all why those teenagers and young adults who watched it actually cried.

The story taught us not only to take care of our toys and love them, but they also taught us the value of friendship over years.

Another movie that became a part of my childhood was "Harry Potter". Honestly, I didn't watched the whole series (I only watched the first part) but still, upon seeing the updates about the last installment, makes me sad. Also, upon seeing the screencaps/quotes/ everything HP on tumblr makes me sad too. Seeing them growing up is like seeing yourself growing up. It's like, you've grown to see them together as a kid, and as the years go by, seeing them going on separate ways, is like seeing myself moving on to college.

As for entering college, I suddenly remembered Andy, the child and the care-taker of Woody and company on Toy Story. I think I can relate to his story on TS3. Me, as upon exiting high school, has to let go to some of the things in my life. And as for friendships, I think it's hard for the Harry Potter trio to go to separate ways, like me and my present friends who's about to go to different directions sooner.

but here's that I can say, my childhood is love. Maybe those movies will come to an end, but the memories surrounding them will be forever in our hearts.

Monday, November 15, 2010

The Girl I Know Pt. 2/?

The girl, as far as we all know, was a sensitive girl, but there are also times that she becomes the evil of the story. She could be witty and weird, or will just sing out of nowhere or just, stare.

She is always having a hard time on hiding her feelings, especially about the opposite sex. She always tend to blush and freak out around the guys.

And always, on those circumstances, her tall and chubby friend was always there to... make her more embarrassed.

"Oh gosh you're blushing!" they will say.

"Oh no I'm not. What for anyway?" she would probably say, but her face is flushed red now.


There are also times that she is the master of the teasing. Or the topic opener about endless gossips in class. She is always curious about whats happening behind the school grounds, even though sometimes it wasn't entirely part of her business. At all.

The girl also tends to be over clumsy, especially when the guy, was there.

This girl tends to look at the guy at times. She was pretty envious. Those eyes, as she mentally says, those eyes. Admittedly, she founds him attractive. She also tends to like or hate him on a typical day, depending on her mood.


She has a friend that always told her not to be a pessimist. She was pretty and intelligent and talented (maybe except for dancing, like the girl), the two of them always argue with each other, but at the end of the day? they still love each other no matter what. They share the same interests and such,. She is attractive, and the guys like her. She tends to be a weirdo or a bad girl or a pessimist like the girl.


The girl, still thinks she was not in love with the attractive guy. She still finds him an ass at times. She doesn't like him, maybe a little crush, but not more than that. Will never go beyond that for sure.

Day 3 and 4: Teenage Issues

Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.


For me, drugs and alcohol addiction or whatever were only used by people who thinks they can't surpass their problems or can't live with the reality. I mean, yeah, drugs are used for medication, pain relievers, etc, but sometimes, they think that it could also be solution for them to escape reality, so is the alcohol. I really don't understand why some people are getting addicted to it honestly. They think it could resolve everything but they doesn't seem to realize that they're just making their issues worse.

And as far as I know, most alcoholic beverages have a bad taste.


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Day 04 - Your views on religion.


I believe in everything that is said on our Holy Book as a Roman Catholic. Also, growing up on a God-centered family, I was raised on believing about the words of God. As a catholic, We always go to the church on Sunday, and knows the ten commandments.

As a catholic, and living on a still conservative country, the issues about gay marriage/relationships was still controversial. Also about the reproductive health thing thingy. I am not saying that I am completely disagreeing over these, but there are just times that I can't help but to question those things. But I still respect what are their decisions otherwise.


I feel like I wasn't able to explain it properly. I'm sorry.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

The Girl I Know.

There was this girl I know that is so smart, but shy. This girl always thinks she is worthless and untalented, although its the opposite. This girl also thinks shes insane.

This girl, as far as I know, has simple pleasures in life. Her family, friends and her loves are her treasures. I remember what she said before, that she considers everyone as her friends she cherishes them even though they doesn't feel the same for her. She always cherish every moment with them and pride wasn't really on her vocabulary.

There was this guy that anyone thinks is the girl's hero. The guy was undeniably handsome and smart. The girl has an.. mixed feelings over the guy. There are days that she thinks about throwing him into the river for being a giant a-hole. There are days that she founds him super adorable. While some of the guys think that the girl is in love with him, she always mentally thinks: "No I am not. Maybe yes when my sanity loses."

The girl was sometimes on high spirits and sometimes on a sentimental mood. She has low confidence, but she still tries on improving it. She sees God as her strength and inspiration.

The girl thinks the guy is nice on some circumstances. She also sometimes think of the thought of the guy feeling any nice things about her.

The girl has many dreams in life. She is trying her best to fulfill each one of it...

Day 2: The European Dream

Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.


~ In ten years time, I want to be on a place where in I can find peace and happiness. I want to travel the world in 10 years time. I want to explore Europe. I wanna see the Eiffel tower and go to Rome. I wanna feel everything European and go to anywhere European.

Also, if my little Europe trip doesn't succeed, I'll be contented here on my native home in Bulacan with my family and friends. :)

Saturday, November 06, 2010

Day 1: The Hopeless Romantic

Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.


~ To be completely honest, I'm single, and never had a boyfriend. For me, being single is cool, for the fact that you are able to do anything and to admire to anyone you like without someone to get jealous or something. Also, being single is cool because you don't have to worry about things like him having close relationships with other girls, him being an ass, him being this and that. I also think that I am way too young to have a relationship. There are still many things to look forward for. I think having a relationship at this time would just give me a problem.


And also, to be completely honest, I get jealous and lonely sometimes when I see two people whose happy with each others company. And at times, I felt curiosity. What does it feel like when you're in love? what does it feel to be kissed? hugged? cared by the one you love the most? was it good? heaven? or something? And I feel like an alien for having no boyfriend at times, this is when being single (sort of) sucked.

But it's all okay to me. I still have my dreamboats to admire for right now. I still believe the right time will come for this.

Those 30 little things

Hey. A 30 day challenge. I found its questions relevant and interesting to my likes and interests. I don't promise myself to be able to post each question a day (because school is hectic this year for me and sometimes inspiration doesn't strike me) but I'll try my best to post and finish this whole thing.

The list goes like this:


Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 04 - Your views on religion.
Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.
Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.
Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.
Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.
Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
Day 14 - Your earliest memory.
Day 15 - Your favorite tumblrs.
Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.
Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.
Day 18 - Your beliefs.
Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.
Day 20 - How important you think education is.
Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.
Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?
Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.
Day 24 - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.
Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.
Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.
Day 27 - A problem that you have had.
Day 28 - Something that you miss.
Day 29 - Goals for the next 30 days.
Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month